Death warmed over!

Overall, a good weekend.  Friday was killer, for two reasons.  It was a good night, but I was BLASTED and didnt get home till almost 7am Saturday.   Hung out with a couple friends, met new ones.  Saturday came and I found myself getting 4 new tires (in order to avoid a blow-out) which really put a cramp on my fun for this month, considering my search for a roommate has been tough, and I have no one to help with the May bills and such – ouch…  Saturday night was me on the couch watching bad movies and playing a little WoW (which I have not done in excess for a long time)

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Chapter’s End – Time to move on.

Last week (Wednesday, actually) the final divorce meeting took place at a mediator’s office.  To make a long story short, my ex-wife and her lawyer played a bad hand and instead of coming away with an equitable sum, they came away with only the legally required portion of my 401k and $1000 in cash.  I left with a whole lot of marital property still in my house, which includes ALL of the entertainment center and I keep ALL of my camera gear.  In other words, we took her to school and failed her.

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Don’t know why, but I am feeling a bit morose today.  I don’t think there is another word for it.  I have a feeling it is something residual from whatever dream I had last night.  I cannot remember, which is weird for me.  I am one of those who dream in color and remember 99% of them.  Who knows.  I hate dreams like that – leave you feeling like you lost someone or shot your dog.  It will wear off by lunch, I hope.  On a lighter note, my cat woke me up on time today by standing on my chest and looking straight into my face.  Scared the hell outta me, but was good, since I forgot to set the alarm last night.  Helluva way to wake up.  May even count for some of this weird feeling…

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Life, Renfaire, Relationships

When I started out the month of March I was married.  Not completely happy, but not constantly fighting either.  One day I caught her cheating on me, though not actually in the act.  A few minutes later she walked out the door and I have seen her 3 times since then.  We used to be friends, compatriots, lovers, partners in crime, now nothing more than two people who could care less about the other, though she is more vindictive and nasty about it than I am.  Some will say “of course he says this…” but I will not go into the many things she has done in the past few months except to say she is using her daughter as a pawn.  Draw your own conclusions.